Different

Hey friends!  Guess what?  School is OVER!  I'm free!

I had a really fun night yesterday.  There was an all school dance for everyone and I went with my good friend.  It was a wonderful end to a surprisingly wonderful school year.  I'm practically a senior now.  I don't think I'll feel it until I walk into school though.

Another great end to this school year was yearbook day.  I remember in elementary school, I wanted to get everybody's signature.  But now that I'm older, I've realized it's most important to get the people you really want to write in your yearbook.

The messages that touched me the most, were the ones where  they were sincere and actually knew who I was instead of the H.A.G.S. messages a person leaves in the same bottom left corner for every person.  Some of the things they wrote touched my heart very much.

I think every one has a dream of someone leaving some huge letter in the back of their yearbook, but I don't think I would care unless it was someone I really cared about and who cared about me.

I am excited for that time in my future, when I can meet someone like that and it will be spectacular.  We'll just be two normal people who turn normal life into something much more...extraordinary.  And it will be hard...and it won't be perfect...but it will be a journey of learning and loving and that's how i want it.  If it was absolutely perfect, that wouldn't be real.  I guess what I'm trying to say, is that by meeting each other, we'll have found someone that makes life better, someone that makes us smile and laugh, to see good, and to push through things...together.

That gets me thinking...

I want a love where:
We leave kind notes for each other.
Texting is nice, but we talk face to face or call more.
We can be silent and feel loved instead of feeling awkward
We are positive and smile and laugh a lot.
We dance, hold hands (when I get there), kiss (also when I get there...haha I'm VL baby!), enjoy just being together talking about whatever.
We go on dates often, not "hang outs"
We are understanding and sensitive of each others feelings.
We like doing similar things together, but embrace the differences too.
We work hard.  This is a must.  No lazy work ethic guys.
He respects his parents and family.
We treat each other like gold.
He looks for the good, and not the bad in the world and in a day.
He likes to think and shares his thoughts with me.
And other things my tired brain won't create right now:)